Kris – Page 78 – Dad Kris

overburdened

Result of Quiz :: what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)

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as I am

Work in a little over 4 hours but it was well worth it, as it definately always is…

LMAO

and I shall listen to the one and only….

DISTURBED

…as I sleep!!!!

discern What to love and what to burn

I don’t understand why you don’t like me
Why don’t you like me?
Am I so diffrent from you
Now does it scare you that I’m able to discern
What to love and what to burn
I’ll add your fuel to the fire now
Stand back, brother take your hand back
Leave it and I might crack
More than a smile or two you see
Don’t judge what you don’t understand
You can’t deny what has been given to me

PAIN REDEFINED

Failing, falling, lost in forever
Will I find a way to keep it together?
Am I strong enough to last through the weather in the hurricane of my life?
Can it be a conscious decision?
Are the rightful ways to alter my vision?
Am I speeding towards another collision in the early breeze of my life?

MEMORIES DONT LIE
YOUR NO BETTER THAN
MEMORIES DONT LIE
YOUR NO BETTER THAN
MEMORIES DONT LIE
YOUR NO BETTER THAN
THOSE WHO HAVE FALLEN

AND…

PLEASE BELIEVE ME
DID MY EYES DECEIVE ME?
DONT STAND ME UP
JUST LEAVE ME
I HAVE FALLEN AGAIN
THIS IS THE END20
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ALL I DO IS WORK

Guess whos back mother fuckers! yes thats right its the great and all powerful KIZZLE (who now lives in laurel maryland) Ok so yes yes I finally moved from the house of many memories for the last 19 years. My first just about everything(except sex) happend in that house. Man oh man does it feel weird to live so close, yet so far away from the only place I have ever known. I always told myself I was going to move out I was gonna move out etc etc and I never followed through with it… until this time I finally did! Damn I cannot stress how many memories(good and bad) I have in that house. Im really gonna miss it in certain ways, and in other ways not..all I know is that it had to be done and it finally was. So I havnt really been talking to anyone at all…it seems like everyone I talk to is busy with their own plans to do whatever in the future… anders going to UMD, Jose is being a beast at simply wireless and Heath is still pursuing his plumbing thing LOL. Hmm so what have I been up to lately? I have a whole lot of time on my hands right now so this update is gonna be 2 weeks worth lol!

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demons

Its taken me all my anger
And taken me all of my hate
To learn how my life came together
Releasing the demons again

is it?

“Honesty is such a lonely word”

long dive

“Im the kind of guy that doesnt keep fishing over and over, Im the kind of guy who likes to take a long dive”(Straight from the inner core fo sho!)

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picture of me at graduation- story behind this

Tight picture of me at graduation. I dont know who took it, but its one of the best pictures of me that ive ever seen! Im lookin to the left…. at the top where my family was.. thats why my eyes are not looking at the camera. Theres a story behind this….I remember exactly what I was thinking….hard to imagine my mother was only 38 years old here. just WOW.