“The things I treasure most in life cannot be taken away”
Author: Kris
Hi my name is Kris, and I am addicted to personal development, and the word DETERMINATION! :) and BRENÉ BROWN!!! And BRIAN JOHNSON!!! Aaaaaaaand WOOOO!!!! 142.
catch-22
I wonder if I got rid of my anger if I would be a different person… acctually take that back… id definately be a different person. I wouldnt be who I am today without my anger. If it wasnt for my anger I would have been considered as a failure a long time ago…Many people think having alot of anger like me is a really bad thing… I dont think its a really bad thing. It CAN be a bad thing if you dont know how to control it/use it for the right things. Without my anger I would have done so many things differently… I would have succeeded in some areas…. but also failed in others. Basically what im trying to say is…
I dont think I would be half the person I am today without my ANGER.
But what the fuck do I know? Im just a simple person trying to live life the best way possible with every fucking obsticle being thrown at me while im trying to walk the yellew fucking brick road. Yes thats right…
i love you mom!!!!
LOVE YOU MOM
LOVE YOU MOM
LOVE YOU MOM
LOVE YOU MOM
LOVE YOU MOM
Quote time
“Its just like the wind, you cant see it but you can feel it”- Walk to remember
“People will always love you for the honesty within your soul”- Jen
“The things I treasure most in life cannot be taken away”-Disturbed
“Never let today’s dissapointments get in the way of tomorrow’s dreams.- Danny
and last but not least….
“Im the kind of guy that doesnt keep fishing over and over, Im the kind of guy who likes to take a long dive”- None other than myself of course! kizzle represent!
yo, thanks for the comment. it was nice as hell. dont forget that you’ll always be my homie. we’ve both been through alot together. we know how hard it is to have people try to hold us down and overcome from it. no matter what you need, or when you need it….you know you can always rely on me. I’ll be there for you forever dude. you’re fuckin family, always have been and always will be. you’re a good person with a good head on your shoulders. good things will come to you. dont let anyone stop you! no matter how far you are from me, you’ll always be my boy. nothing will ever change that!
i need an oil change
break #1- I need an oil change. haha
by the way happy birthday to one of the fellow crew members ander! I work so god damn much I lost track of the days and shit…piss me off
what do you treasure in life??????
What are the things I treasure most in life?…
but I will tell you
“THEY CANNOT BE TAKEN AWAY”
“Sometimes you dont even have to SAY anything for others to understand what your thinking. You just sit there, look them straight in the eyes and LOOK your feelings”
Nothing too long tonight, Honestly its been a pretty shitty day and im running low on fuel…and as you know machines cant run without fuel. I just want to enjoy my comfortable bed with the best blanket ever known to mankind. NOBODY hate on my blanket…
Inner satisfaction is one of the best feelings in the world…seriously…if everyone just helped someone else out once a day, the world would be a better place.
this is what i want to be———> 🙂
this is me now———-> dasdhsadhkjdqwhieqwkjdskbdfksafkjehruiyriyr3i74r673284
Shaking, burning up with the fever
In the realm of pain, I am the deceiver
That will let myself, so I can believer her
But she dissembles my life
I cannot dispel the illusion
All my hopes and dreams are drowned by confusion
Can I find a way to make a solution that will reconfigure my life?
Memories don’t lie
You’re no better than
Memories don’t lie
You’re no better than
Memories don’t lie
You’re no better than
Those who have fallen
actual journal entry while in laurel
Written earlier today in the actual journal:
About to go to my interview at lowes, I seriously better get this job enough said. 9:30am
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Just got back from lowes and I was told by 3 different managers I passed with flying colors. The only thing that MIGHT fuck my chances up at getting the job is the random drug test they did on me today. I know I smoked once at talk of the town(my old job) around august 15th-25th….. which is well over a month ago and that shit only stays in your system for 30 days if your a big user and 10 days if you a rare user in which my case it shouldnt be in my system for ANYMORE than 15 days cuz I have a high metabolism. Im fucking done with drugs, it almost fucked my chances up at getting a good job. So I should pass and get the job!!! Yes!!! I was so fucking excited walking in the door and felt as if nothing could ruin my day, I was on top of the world. But I was wrong. Guess who was there “waiting” for me? SANTA CLAUS with my million dollar check….sike..no one other than my own very mom.
im DEFINITELY back in the game.
Im feeling really good right about now seriously… I just got off of work and I feel like I can take on the whole fucking world. Im not tired at all and ive been basically working since around 7 am. I feel as if im DEFINITELY back in the game. Ill take any shift, anywhere, anytime. I really like my job at lowes… everybody treats eachother with respect…thanks one another… just a GREAT work environment. I dont really even see it as work…you just chill and do your job… you dont have to be up the managers ass every second of the day. I guess thats why when I get off of work at lowes recently I havnt been as tired. Or maybe its just my attitude tonight… im im a REALLY good mood. I get paid tomorrow by BOTH job and that feels GREAT. It might not seem like much to most people…but its enough to make me happy. Certain people in my life are definately changing me DAY by fucking DAY. Im so fortunate to know such GOOD TRUE friends. I just cant get enough of this shit.
“The things I treasure most in life cannot be taken away”
finding neverland
I just got done watching the movie finding neverland.. I had never saw it and I wanted to so I did… and man oh man was that movie good. It was really amazing…Johnny Depp played a friggin GREAT role. He was no doubt the perfect actor for that movie. The way it flowed and everything… it just amazes me how somebodys imagination can be that powerful. For a person to actually believe certain things through their imaginations is wonderful. I was stumbling across of some of the things I brought from my old house to my new house and I saw something I had wrote this past January and I thought it was interesting. It goes as follows:
alive
One of the best songs I have ever heard………..from disturbed’s new album.. I know ive listened to the cd at least 100 times already and im not even joking.
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“I’m Alive”
Never again will I be dishonored
And never again will I be reminded
We’re living within the world of the jaded
They killed inspiration
It’s my obligation
To never again, allow this to happen
Where do I begin?
The choices are endless
Denying the sin
My art, my redemption
I carry the torch of my fathers before me
FOCUS NOW KRIS
Just keep staying positive kris…. I know you can do it. Focus….. just FOCUS.
FOCUS!!!!! FOCUS!!!!! FOCUS!!!!! FOCUS!!!!! FOCUS!!!!! FOCUS!!!!! FOCUS!!!!! FOCUS!!!!! FOCUS!!!!! FOCUS!!!!! FOCUS!!!!! FOCUS!!!!! FOCUS!!!!! FOCUS!!!!! FOCUS!!!!! FOCUS!!!!! FOCUS!!!!! FOCUS!!!!! FOCUS!!!!! FOCUS!!!!! FOCUS!!!!!
haha thats alot of eyeballs