I am just a normal person honestly…what can I do more? What can I do less?…I feel like I owe this world more than I can give..all I want to do is give.. I want to learn just to GIVE and not to receive anything in return. I just want to HELP and not be helped if that makes any sense. Every time I talk to people I am close with I store so much energy inside to keep what I like to refer it as is my determination going. Whether its for me or for someone else i’m always willing to help. I feel as if someone has a problem I can be that person to vent to and be understanding to mentally help the other person through their rough time. I have/had my rough times but fuck man thats what makes me ME. Sometimes I feel like I want more pain I want more suffering because I know people in this world are going through some fucked up shit and I want to be a part of that and I honestly dont know the reason why I would want to inflict this type of thing upon myself.
I feel as if I can handle any situation. I want to learn, I want to live, but more importantly I want to listen.
