only those who are willing to risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go. you gotta want it as bad as you want to BREATHE. you can go further than you think. you in 3 and you got 6 gears, but your accustomed to 3….4…i CHALLENGE you to push it to all the gears you got. i said to myself I wanna see how far i can go… i wanna push it to the NEXT LEVEL. everybody wants to shine bright like a diamond but very few want to get CUT like a diamond. a diamond in its raw form starts out from a humble beginning… coal. you think diamonds look all shiny from the start? hell no. they go through massive chemical changes and cuts. just like your life your going to go through struggle and pain. you wanna take your life to the next level.. you CAN…. but not in this form…you can have what you want, be what you want and do what you want… but not in this version. your going to have to go through some pain and get cut. if you think the person you are right now is going to get you to the next level…. you have lost your mind. but if your willing to get CUT if your willing to listen to constructive criticism, if your willing to go through personal development…. take accountability… if your willing to GROW AND LEARN MORE TOMORROW THAN YOU DID TODAY then you can get to the next level. but the version you are right now will NOT get you to the next level. if your willing to make alot of changes…. if you want to shine like a diamond you gotta get CUT like a diamond. so when somebody tells you something about yourself…. your not going to automatically have up the defense mechanism. your going to listen and think outside the box. if it applys you use it, and if it doesn’t then you discard it. you cant get all emotional and hurt. in fact what we need to do is all get together and start telling each other about ourselves. i want people to be able to tell me things that may not be nice, may be “out of line”, may be “rude”, however you want to describe it. I want ppl to tell me straight up what they are truly thinking. how can we learn if we are not constantly reminded of our flaws? too many people are afraid to tell you things you NEED TO KNOW. and you NEED TO APPLY to your life. i dont want to be around anybody who is unwilling to listen to constructive criticism if it is necessary. pain is TEMPORARY. we all must experience PAIN to GROW. ‘joy wouldnt feel so good if it wasnt for pain’. think about your life for a second. i bet alot of the better things you have in your life are related to some pain you felt at some point in your life. be brave enough to write down all of your goals…and find what your WHY is. WHY do you wake up in the morning? WHY do you do what you do on a daily basis? WHAT do you truly want out of this life? If your WHY is strong, and i mean REALLY strong….you can do anything. but if your WHY is weak… it will crack and so will you. i hear people talkin all the time ‘oh man im sooo tired i cant wait to got to sleep’ when they dont even deserve the right to BE tired in the first place cuz they sit on their ass all day watchin TV, playin video games. tv and video games wont get you to the next level….so what you gonna do huh? What kind of life do you want to live? BE the change you want to see! You can have whatever your willing to struggle for! This beast of a house we just bought feels great for many reasons….but one of the top ones is we did it 100% ourselves. We saved for FIVE YEARS. I had a vision years ago and slowly chipped away at it. We didn’t have our mommys and daddy’s doing it for us, in fact we had to drag along my half dead mom the five years we were saving. I don’t leave family behind, NO MATTER WHAT. I hope in time you all can understand this is much more than “just a house”, at least it is for me. This is the single greatest financial achievement in my. Entire family’s HISTORY and I’m not even 30 yet! This is a LEGACY move. I’m just waiting for the next tragedy in my life to happen. Because I FEED off of those tragic moments. THOSE are the moments that make me STRONGER. Cancer? Bring it on!!!!!! Cancer doesn’t want to fuck with me! Cancer looks at me and says “shit maybe I’ll go to the next person this dudes crazy motivated”
DETERMINATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!
