Working at 13-16 hour shift tomorrow, possibly longer. I used to do that on a daily basis for weeks at a time………even months. where did those days go? disappointed in myself……ive been slacking alot. depressing mood lately, from a bunch of useless bullshit drama on shit that is soooo simple. somehow, someway…. drama finds its way in my life, though I RARELY ever look for it, or create it. I hate drama. You know the saying “if you want something done right, do it yourself”…. Yea well I can only control what I do, I cant control other peoples stupid ass ways of thinking, and decisions they make.
Fuck man, just when I think things are starting to go in a good direction, other people have to fuck it all up. Key word…. OTHER people.
I know this sounds cocky as hell… it really does. But for real…. I get shit done. I dont fuck around. I make top notch KEY life decisions day in and day out. I cant keep babying other people, its time to be straight forward, and completely direct. Im tired of beating around the bush. Get it done, its that simple. Be a part of it, or get the fuck out. Its so simple. Do whatever it takes. Nothing comes easy.
This is such a useless, unproductive post.