I cant believe that I am ONLY 21 years old. WOW. The transition from 17 years old to 21.. just FOUR years… quite amazing. Its crazy how fast time flies by when you don’t even realize…To think I was still classified as a “teenager” @ 19. Yeah right…
With blood shot eyes I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?
There’s always something different going wrong
The path I walk’s in the wrong direction
There’s always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?
Having support is one thing, taking the support is another. God damnit just give me TIME. I dont need my mom to work, I dont need jen to work, I can MAN the fuck up and do this BY MYSELF. I close deals at work as fast as fat kids eat cupcakes.
Im sorry for all the shit that ive done.
