yo yo… so im like really really pissed off about the whole death of one of my best friends… and all these people who believe in god are like telling me it happend for a “reason” and im just like… I dont think their is a reason why a very good person that is only 24 years of age has to die. So I was like….really pissed off and I challenged “god” to come and face me while I was sleeping… like I was talking mad shit to him………I believed in god when I was younger, but I havnt believed ever since my dad died 4 years ago for practically the same reason as my friend Chris. dad- 36, chris-24… whats with these young deaths and shit? There is no good reason, so I dont think its a reason. Therefore I dont believe in god, and I never will believe in something that cannot be proven. I was always 50-50 on believing in god and all… never quite knew if I did or didnt… but now I definately know I dont.