Ok so its the new year and I wanted to wait until the end of december to show everyone How much heart I truely have. I waited until the last day of december to put all of my hours together that I have worked in the past 4 months which is basically all of the time I have lived in laurel. I only worked at staples and lowes for 2 and a half months of the 4 months…but still alot of fucking work I have done. ALOT of fucking work. MAKES ME DETERMINED!!!!!!
| Date | Job | Shift | Hours worked |
| 31-Aug | Staples | 9a-11p | 9.5 |
| 1-Sep | Staples | 7a-3p | 7.5 |
| 2-Sep | Staples | 7a-3p | 7.5 |
| 3-Sep | OFF-Uncle | 8a-12p | 4 |
| 4-Sep | OFF-Uncle | 8a-12p | 4 |
| 5-Sep | Staples + uncle | 7a-11, 11a-7p | 11 |
| 6-Sep | OFF | ||
| 7-Sep | Staples | 3p-11:30p | 8 |
| 8-Sep | Staples | 9a-5:30p | 8 |
| 9-Sep | Staples | 3p-10p | 6.5 |
| 10-Sep | Staples | 3p-10p | 6.5 |
| 11-Sep | OFF | ||
| 12-Sep | Staples | 9a-5p | 7.5 |
| 13-Sep | OFF | ||
| 14-Sep | Staples | 3p-10p | 7 |
| 15-Sep | Staples | 11a-5:30p | 6.5 |
| 16-Sep | Staples | 3p-10p | 6.5 |
| 17-Sep | Staples | 3p-10p | 6.5 |
| 18-Sep | Staples | 10a-6p | 7.5 |
| 19-Sep | OFF | ||
| 20-Sep | Staples | 9a-5:30p | 8.5 |
| 21-Sep | Staples | 3p-10p | 6.5 |
| 22-Sep | OFF | ||
| 23-Sep | Staples | 7a-3p | 7.5 |
| 24-Sep | |||
| 25-Sep | Staples | 10a-6p | 7.5 |
| 26-Sep | OFF | ||
| 27-Sep | Staples | 9a-5p | 7.5 |
| 28-Sep | Staples | 3p-10p | 6.5 |
| 29-Sep | OFF | ||
| 30-Sep | Staples | 7a-3p | 7.5 |
| 1-Oct | OFF | ||
| 2-Oct | Staples | 10a-7p | 8.5 |
| 3-Oct | OFF | ||
| 4-Oct | Staples | 9a-5p | 7.5 |
| 5-Oct | Staples | 3p-10p | 6.5 |
| 6-Oct | OFF | ||
| 7-Oct | Staples | 3p-10p | 6.5 |
| 8-Oct | Staples | 3p-10p | 6.5 |
| 9-Oct | OFF | ||
| 10-Oct | Staples | 9a-5p | 7.5 |
| 11-Oct | Staples | 9a-5p | 7.5 |
| 12-Oct | Lowes Orientation | 10a-5p | 7 |
| 13-Oct | Lowes Orientation | 8a-5p | 8 |
| 14-Oct | Lowes Orientation | 8a-5p | 8 |
| 15-Oct | Off Lowes- Staples | 9a-5p | 7.5 |
| 16-Oct | Chill day with jimmy, jen, kate | ||
| 17-Oct | Lowes | 10a-7p | 8 |
| 18-Oct | Lowes | 2p-11p | 8 |
| 19-Oct | Lowes | 10a-7p | 8 |
| 20-Oct | Lowes | 3p-11p | 7 |
| 21-Oct | Lowes | 10a-7p | 8 |
| 22-Oct | Lowes + Staples | 6a-3p, 4-10 | 14 |
| 23-Oct | Lowes | 11a-8p | 8 |
| 24-Oct | Lowes + Staples | 6a-1p, 2p-11p | 15 |
| 25-Oct | Staples, OFF LOWES | 9a-5p | 7.5 |
| 26-Oct | Staples, OFF LOWES | 12p-6p | 6 |
| 27-Oct | Lowes + Staples | 6a-2p, 3p-11p | 14.5 |
| 28-Oct | Lowes | 10:30a-7p | 8 |
| 29-Oct | Lowes | 2p-11p | 8 |
| 30-Oct | Lowes | 11a-8p | 8 |
| 31-Oct | OFF OMG FINALLY | ||
| 1-Nov | Not for long..damnit Lowes | 11a-8p | 8 |
| 2-Nov | Lowes | 12:30p-9p | 8 |
| 3-Nov | Off Lowes, Staples | 10a-10p | 12 |
| 4-Nov | Lowes + Staples | 6a-2p, 3p-11p | 14.5 |
| 5-Nov | OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | ||
| 11/6/2005 | Off staples, Work Lowes | 8am-5pm | 8 |
| 11/7/2005 | Staples + Lowes | 6am-1pm, 2:30p-11p | 14 |
| 11/8/2005 | Off staples, Work Lowes | 11:30a-8pm | 7.5 |
| 11/9/2005 | Staples + Lowes | 6a-1pm, 2:30-11p | 14 |
| 11/10/2005 | Off Lowes, Work Staples | 9a-5p | 8 |
| 11/11/2005 | Off staples, work lowes | 10:30a-7p | 8 |
| 11/12/2005 | Lowes + staples | 6a-3p, 4-10 | 14 |
| 11/13/2005 | Off staples, Work Lowes | 8a-5p | 8 |
| 11/14/2005 | Off staples, Work Lowes | 2p-11p | 8 |
| 11/15/2005 | Staples + lowes | 6a-2p, 3p-11p | 14.5 |
| 11/16/2005 | Off lowes, Staples | 6a-5p | 10 |
| 11/17/2005 | Off lowes, Staples | 7a-5:30p | 9.5 |
| 11/18/2005 | Off staples, Work Lowes | 11am-8pm | 8 |
| 11/19/2005 | Staples + Lowes | 6a-1p, 2p-10p | 14 |
| 11/20/2005 | Off Lowes, Staples | 9am-7pm NO BREAK | 10 |
| 11/21/2005 | Off staples, Work Lowes | 2p-11p | 8 |
| 11/22/2005 | Off Lowes, Work Staples | 6am-2p | 7.5 |
| 23-Nov | Off lowes, work staples | 3pm-2:30am | 11 |
| 24-Nov | OMG OFF THANKSGIVING | ||
| 11/25/2005 | STAPLES + LOWES | 5am-2pm, 2:30-11:30 | 17 |
| 11/26/2005 | Off Lowes, Work Staples | 4p-10p | 6 |
| 11/27/2005 | Off Lowes, Work Staples | 10a-7p | 8.5 |
| 11/28/2005 | Staples + Lowes | 6a-2p, 3p-11p | 14.5 |
| 11/29/2005 | Off staples, Work Lowes | 2:30p-11 | 8 |
| 11/30/2005 | Staples + Lowes | 6am-2p, 2:30-11p | 14 |
| 12/1/2005 | Staples + Lowes | 6am-2p, 2:30-11p | 14 |
| 12/2/2005 | Staples + Lowes | 7am-3pm, 3:30-11 | 13.5 |
| 12/3/2005 | Off staples, Work Lowes | 6am-1p | 7 |
| 12/4/2005 | Off staples, Work Lowes | 11a-8p | 8 |
| 12/5/2005 | Off staples, Work Lowes | 3p-11p | 7.5 |
| 12/6/2005 | Off Lowes, Work Staples | 7a-7p | 12 |
| 12/7/2005 | Staples + lowes | 6am-2p, 2:30-11p | 14.5 |
| 12/8/2005 | OMFG DAY OFF OMFG | OMG OMG OMG OMG | |
| 12/9/2005 | Lowes + staples | 6am-1p, 2p-10p | 13 |
| 12/10/2005 | Lowes + staples | 6am-1:30p, 2-10p | 13.5 |
| 12/11/2005 | Off Lowes, Staples | 8am-7pm | 10.5 |
| 12/12/2005 | Off staples, Work Lowes | 3-11pm | 6.5 |
| 12/13/2005 | Staples + Lowes | 6a-2p, 3p-11p | 14 |
| 12/14/2005 | Staples + Lowes | 6a-2p, 3p-11p | 14 |
| 12/15/2005 | OFF OFF OFF OFF OFF | OFF OFF OFF OFF | 0 |
| 12/16/2005 | Lowes + staples | 6a-1p, 2p-10p | 14 |
| 12/17/2005 | Off Lowes, Work Staples | 2p-10p | 7.5 |
| 12/18/2005 | Off lowes, Work staples | 11am-5pm | 6 |
| 12/19/2005 | Off staples, Work Lowes | 3pm-11pm | 7 |
| 12/20/2005 | Staples + lowes | 6a-2p, 3p-11p | 14 |
| 12/21/2005 | Staples + lowes | 6a-2p, 3p-11p | 14 |
| 12/22/2005 | Not a fucking chance I was | working this day | 0 |
| 12/23/2005 | Off Lowes, Work Staples | 2p-10p | 7.5 |
| 12/24/2005 | Off Lowes, Work Staples | 10a-7pm | 8.5 |
| 12/25/2005 | CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!! | 0 | |
| 12/26/2005 | Off Lowes, Work Staples | 6am-3pm | 8.5 |
| 12/27/2005 | OFF OFF OFF OFF OFF | OFF OFF OFF OFF | 0 |
| 12/28/2005 | Staples + Lowes | 6am-3pm, 4p-11pm | 13.5 |
| 12/29/2005 | Off staples, work lowes | 4-11p | 6.5 |
| 12/30/2005 | Staples + Lowes | 6am-3pm, 4p-11pm | 13.5 |
| 935.5 | |||
CHECK OUT THE FACTS:
Look at that shit. In the past 122 days, I have worked 935.5 hours total. Thats an average of 7.6 hours a day, 122 days is basically 4 months so thats 233 hours a month which equals 58 hours a WEEK average for 4 months. Now if you look at the past 82 days, I worked 734.5 hours which is an average of 9 hours a DAY. I worked a total of 26 fucking double shifts thats 26 days of like 14 hours or more. 26 days in an 82 day period. thats 73 work days since I had 9 days off, thats 26 double shifts in 73 work days and the rest of the 47 days were regular 8 hour shift days. IM A BEAST. I had 20 days off in total, BUT sinec I started working at lowes as well, I only had 9 days off in 82 fucking days. thats 20 days off since I moved to laurel total, and only 9 days off in the past 82 fucking days.
DO THE MATH NIGGAZ! OH WAIT I JUST DID THAT SHIT FOR YOU
GIVE ME MY PROPS GIVE ME ALL OF THE PROPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THATS WHAT FUCKING HARD WORK IS, NO NOT NONE OF YOU FUCKERS WHO THINK ITS HARD WORK WHEN ITS REALLY NOT THATS FUCKING WORK. CAN YOU JUST IMAGINE SOMEONE WHO HAD TO WORK MORE THAN ME? YOU BETTER FUCKING GIVE THEM PROPS TOO GIVE THEM 100 TIMES THE PROPS IM GETTING. I HAVE LEARNED SO MUCH IN THE PAST 4 MONTHS. I HAVE DONE SO MUCH IN THE PAST 4 MONTHS. I HAVE GAINED MOST PEOPLES RESPECT, AND GIVEN RESPECT TO THOSE WHO DESERVE IT. IVE CHANGED MY OWN LIFE, AND CHANGED OTHERS IN THE PROCESS. CAN I BE STOPPED? FUCK NO. DONT EVEN TRY. RIGHT NOW IM WATCHING MTV AND THOSE STUPID ASS REALITY SHOWS ARE ON MAN ALL THOSE GIRLS ARE A BUNCH OF FREAKIN SLUTS. ALL THESE PEEPS ON THESE SHOWS HAVE NO IDEA WHAT FUCKING LIFE IS, THEY ARE FUCKIN PREPPY ASS MOMA’S AND DADDYS CHILDS WHO GOT A RIDE THROUGH LIFE. FUCKING BITCHES. LEARN FROM ME, LEARN FROM THE FUCKING BEST
COCKY?
YOUR GOD DAMN RIGHT IM COCKY.. ITS MORE LIKE CONFIDENCE MOTHER FUCKERS. THE PERSON I AM, NOT MANY PEOPLE CAN EVEN TOUCH ME LET ALONE BE IN THE SAME ROOM WITH ME.
TO ALL OF MY TRUE FRIENDS, THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME TO BE WHO I AM. WITHOUT ALL MY FRIENDS I WOULDNT HAVE MOST OF THE SHIT THAT I HAVE IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. IM IN LIFETIME DEBT TO MY FRIENDS AND YALL KNOW WHO YALL ARE. IF YALL EVER NEED ANYTHING YOU KNOW WHERE IM AT. SERIOUSLY YOU GUYS HAVE A GOOD ASS FRIEND IN ME UNTIL THE END, AND I DAMN WELL GOT GOOD ASS FRIENDS IN EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU.
IM TALKIN BOUT DETERMINATION NIGGA eventho its purple, still determined!!!!!. DE FUCKING TERMINATION IS WHAT I WANT TO FUCKING BE REMEMBERED BY. I WANT THAT WORD TO RUN ALONG WITH MY NAME FOREVER.
THATS FUCKIN DISTURBED FOR YOU RIGHT THERE. I LISTENED TO THIS SONG ABOUT 20 TIMES A DAY EVER SINCE I MOVED TO LAUREL.
I WAS FAILING FALLING LOST IN FOREVER, BUT NOT ANY FUCKING MORE. I FOUND A FUCKIG WAY TO KEEP IT TOGETHER, AND IM DAMN WELL STRONG ENOUGH TO LAST IN THE HURRICANE OF MY LIFE. YES IT CAN BE A CONSCIOUS DECISION TO ALTER MY VISION THE RIGHT WAY AND I DID! HELL NO IM NOT SPEEDING TO ANOTHER COLLISION IN MY LIFE, IM SPEEDING TO THE TRUTH.
MEMORIES DONT FUCKING LIE
THEY DONT
MEMORIES DONT FUCKING LIE
THEY DONT
I FOUND A FUCKING WAY TO RECONFIGURE MY LIFE, I FUCKING DID IT. I DID MOST THINGS I WANTED TO DO WITH MY LIFE AND I HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE BESIDES MYSELF TO THANK FOR IT. I THANK MY ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS AND THAT SPECIAL ONE IN MY LIFE, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
YOU THINK YOU CAN BREAK ME? THINK AGAIN
YOU THINK YOU CAN KILL ME?
THINK AGAIN
YOU THINK YOU CAN STEAL MY DETERMINATION?
THINK A FUCKING GAIN!!!!!!!!!
IT TAKES A STRONG MIND, A DETERMINED MIND. WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO BE ME? IT TAKES ALOT MORE THINGS THAN ANYONE WILL EVER KNOW, FEW WILL EVER KNOW AND FEW WILL EVER UNDERSTAND. UNDERSTANDING DETERMINATION IS LIKE UNDERSTANDING LIFE, SOMETHING MOST FUCKING PEOPLE DONT. YO YO DETERMINATION MOTHER FUCKERS.
GOTTA STAY CONFIDENT, GOTTA STAY FOCUSED. GOTTA HAVE THAT FIRE IN YOUR HEART THAT NEVER BURNS OUT, NEVER!!!
GET UP GET UP
AND GET PSYCHO!!!!!!! I PROBABLY SPELLED THAT WRONG BUT I DONT GIVE A FUCK!
determination calms down….lol
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“Im happy and im happy that I make you happy”
“Like it makes me feel so appreciated you have no idea”
1. Disturbed
2. Trust company
3. Staind
determinaition on.
RAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
savor the moment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
blood stained hurricane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pushing redemption
stricken and cant let you GOOOOOOOOOOOo
CRIPPLED BY all that youve DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
into the abyss will I RUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
I CANT LET YOU GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
YES I AM STRICKEN AND CANT LET YOU GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
RAH!
determination off.
I can still feel your hand in mine,it never goes away
NEW YEARS TIME IM talkin bout PINKESH GOT FUUUUUUUUUUCKED UP AND SO DID HEATH IT WAS LIKE THE
HOLLA ATCHA BOY DWAYNE WADE LOL DUMBASS SHIT LOL RAH RAH
