OMG I feel fucking great right now I seriously do! Today I finally made a stand for myself. I woke up around 8am and was debating whether or not to go to work. I was like ahh fuck it ill go to work today. So I get in the shower and everythings straight… I get to work around 9…I walk in and I walked to the back….and on the way back there some of the associates had asked me “where have u been?” We havnt seen you in a couple days. I was like I was out….thats all I said… then I heard on the intercom “Kris to the office Kris to the office” I already knew what it was for…because I had not come into work on sunday, nor yesterday. SO I walk right back out from the back to the office… and I see my manager… and the first thing he asks me is “Where have you been man”. I told him. Im not gonna sit here and lie to you all… or even make stories to where I have been… I just didnt come to work for those days. Then I proceed to tell him… dude im sick of working here and being like the only one who cares for their job. Im sick of making fucking decent money when I should be making more. I fucking work harder than so many people here and yes… OMG YES I make 10.00 an hour thats pretty good to me… but I know people who make like 9 and 9.50 that are right below me and they dont even do 20% of the work that I do. Do the math. Ive told him this many times. I shit shit 5 times faster than people, get work done fucking efficently and I am underpaid for my position. Then I know someone who makes 14.00 an hour…who has been there for about 2 years or so. Fuck that shit just because shes been there 2 years doesnt make her a harder and FASTER worker than me. Fuck that I dont give a shit if shes been there 10 years that just means shes a loyal worker, not a good worker. Im by far the best fucking worker in that whole god damn store. I was telling him all of this. I was like im sick of it dude, im not working for 10 dollars an hour anymore. I know you went through “alot” to get me at the wage that im at now, but you can do a little more and get me where I want to me… acctually where I DESERVE to be. He proceeded to tell me how the system works and how ive only been here 5 months and shit. Im like fuck that shit dude I dont care if I had been year a month, a hard worker is a hard worker. I know the retail system…very well and I shouldnt be making what im making. Hoe goes on to tell me that he cant raise my wage…so then im like well then im not working here anymore… he then tells me why etc etc and Im like dude were you fucking listening… im no slave. Im not going to fucking sit here and work just as hard if not HARDER than an assistant manager and fucking get paid crap for it. I do all the work while they get the credit for it. FUCK that. SO hes like you have a decision to make…well talk about this later and im like nah dude youve already made it perfectly clear. Im not working for 10 and your not going to do anything about it… call me when you want to change that… until then…
I QUIT
BAM PEACE NUKKA thats what im talkin about I fuckin quit on his ass and I feel fucking DAMN GOOD about it. 1 week before the new fiscal year starts where the numbers reset to zero… I fucking Laid the words on this man. I fucking told him I wasnt going to work for this shit I TOLD HIM numerous times before. Im sick of being a fucking slave for these mother fuckers. Pay me what I deserve to be paid for the amount of WORK I fucking do and then well talk. I was talking to my friend ander yesterday about going back to college. Imma straighten some things out with my life until the fall and then im going back to college for Business Administration. Imma get my fucking degree, then go to staples and shove that shit in their face. When im fuckin 25 years old imma hold the same fuckin position as the GM if not BETTER than that mother fucker. That MOFO DETERMINES ME like crazy. Before I left staples I went around and told everybody I was very sorry for not calling in to say im not coming in today beause I know they were worried about me because Im not that type of person. I know it was an asshole move not to call in to even tell them, but hey thats the asshole part I have in me. I made it perfectly clear I can be an asshole sometimes…although I really didnt mean to make everyone think I was dead for not showing. I went around and told everyone that it was a pleasure working with them… well the people that were in the store at the time. When I go back later to return that fucking gay red shirt they made us wear im going to get my 2 checks they have for me and also going to say goodbye to some of the co workers because seriously I had some cool ass coworkers. Im really going to miss working at staples because it was a pretty cool job overall…except for the fact that I overworkeed myself for fucking nothing. Acctually I did it for a reason. I fucking proved to myself last fall that I was a fucking beast. nobody can fucking touch my work ethic, when I go back to school imma fucking rip that shit up.Imma get my fucking 3.0+ every semester and MAN I CANT WAIT to get back into school. MAN I have so much ENERGY now its CRAZY. As of right now im going to enroll into driving school to get my fucking license, then im going to get my fucking car now that I have the money for it. Fuck I dont need staples to have my goal. My goal was to get a car and im ON MY WAY NUKKA. As soon as I get my car, then Im going to find a management job somewhere. When summer time comes im going to chill the fuck out and live my summer to the fullest. When fall comes Im going to be working and going to school full time. Im gonna get my degree like shit and instead of working my way to the top my degree will already start me on the average level if not higher.
Man I am so fucking determined right now its not even funny. Me of all people I deserve to have some time off. I fucking deserve it!!!!! It feels GOOD to just be able to wake up in the morning and not have to do anything. MAN does it feel great. Its not going to last long though, later on tomorrow I think around noon im going to go to a few places and apply for some management positions. Im thinking about applying to best buy. Ah I dont know as of now, im getting all of my fucking laundry done because I havnt had like any time to do any of it. SO MUCH STRESS is off my shoulders OMG I feel so alive right now its not even funny. I feel so relaxed and calm and my mind is just not confused anymore. I can think clearly, I dont have to be confused anymore. I cannot tell you ALL HOW GREAT IT FEELS to fucking be me right now. IM FUCKING DETERMINED to the MAX
IF YOU FUCK WITH ME YOUR GOING TO GET FUCKED HARDER IN THE LONG RUN. NOBODY FUCK WITH ME SERIOUSLY NOW THAT I HAVE LEFT THOSE FUCKERS ARE ALL MAD AT ME AND SHIT LMAO THEY JUST CALLED ME A COUPLE OF MINUTES AGO AND I DIDNT ANSWER THAT SHIT. LOL I WOULDNT BE SUPRISED IF THEY WANT ME BACK…LMAO LMAO LMAO FUCK THEM HAHAHAHAHAHA
