I just turned 24 3 weeks ago… damn. I have known a decent amount of people have have literally watched them grow into the people they are today. Some people have worked harder than others, some people have kinda sat around, some people are just getting by, lots of people have kids, some unemployed, some still in school, and some literally doing the same thing they were 5-10 years ago(nothing). Ultimately you really have to live a life that is going to make you happy. Really doesnt matter what almost anyone thinks. If you are happy with what you are doing in your life, then continue to do it. Lets face it… if your reading this now… im 100% sure that you know some people that wont live the “greatest life”. Probably end up living paycheck to paycheck…relationship drama throughout…amongst other things. THats just the way it is. Not really the “american dream”. But all of this stardom, monetary values…”status”…. throw that shit out of the window. There is no rule of life… everyone lives their life differently. Some people choose to spend more time playing video games than one “should”…. but who is to measure how much alot is?…. If that person is happy playing xbox 360 5 hours a day then so be it. Its their life, not yours. If it literally makes them happy…nothing else needs to be said.
In my opinion, the more you live your life closer to “normal” the more boring of a person you are. Nothing really wrong with that… just boring is… well BORING. Who wants to live a BORING life? I want to look back on my life when im 40-50-60 years old and not have to tell myself… rather KNOW that I lived a good life… and that I really enjoyed my life. THat I was excited day in and day out…that I had near death experiences…(maybe). Fuck I want some random ass guy to come and put a gun to my head, ask me if I am ready to DIE… and then pull the trigger… hear a click and it be empty… and him just say… “im just fucking with you”. Now THAT is something to remember. The more extraordinary I can live my life… the better off I will be. Most days of my life I wake up ready to learn something new, and to enjoy my life. I barely ever wake up thinking anything negative.
Keep it simple, but fun and out of this world. The little things in life are SO important. However some things are just not meant to be. All of the pieces of the puzzle can be there but it just might not fit. Its just the way it works, why?… I have no idea. You can work so hard at something and in the end not get what you wanted, but that doesnt mean that you have failed. You could have learned a TON from whatever experience you were in and carry that on to a new experience. Negativity never wins. It Always loses. Think of it this way. For every negative thing you stress about, thats more of your life your wasting. Some people are going to be dependent, some people are going to make what seem to be the DUMBEST decisions one can make in their life… but its their life.. not yours. Doesnt mean you cant be there to help them when they ask for it, or even if they are too “indepdendent(not really) to ask for it.
Random ass post, as I have no idea why I am awake at 8am, but its alright because my cat is with me.. I dont even sleep in my room anymore because I would rather sleep on the couch with cat then sleep in my room wondering where he is.
