My grandfather died

I am really depressed right now. 2011 was looking to be a great year….things were already changing for me. Until my grandfather passed away yesterday, the same day my dad passed away 10 years ago. I was about 30 minutes away from visiting my dads gravestone when I got the news.

I’m tired of everything right now. I’m so mentally drained from dealing with all of these unfortunate events, and unnecessary drama that somehow leaks into my life from different directions.

i dont know how much longer I can handle this….

 

I wish I knew someone who has been through all of the things I have been through in only 24 years of living, I really do. I dont think I know anyone who has even delt with half the things. Whatever.

p.s happy birthday sis. FUCK! 🙁

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it really broke my heart seeing you cry and knowing your in a bad state of pain, that i can only have some idea of. I love you with all of my heart and we will get through this one together just try to let me know if you need anything, you are the strongest person I know and focused and determined to do great things, now we have to pick yourself off the floor and I know you are going to do great and be great. Poppy was and is very proud of the man you are and I am pretty sure of that.

I love you.
Jennifer

Posted 2/15/2011 at 6:39 AM by jenzee_style

You would be surprised at the number of people who have probably been through just as much as you. You’re never alone.

I’m very sorry about your grandfather. I recently lost my grandmother and she meant more than the World to me, so I can imagine the pain your feeling. *hugs*

Posted 3/29/2011 at 2:12 PM by ArmyWife4Life2007

Sorry about your grandfather bro…… my condolences to you and your family.  yeah you have went through a lot at a young age, but look at it this way.. when you are old… you can be like.. yeah i went through all of this.. and still made it all the way here…. it feels better to achieve so much after all the obstacles…

Posted 4/12/2011 at 10:24 PM by indianeminem1086

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