tonight is one of the worst nights of my life. i got a dui tonight. I even sat in my car for 2 hours waiting to get sober to drive home. .09. literally 3 hours ago. its a long story but a story that is useless to begin with. i was wrong. i will learn from this day and move forward. i am so disappointed in myself right now. words cannot describe how pissed i am at myself at this very moment in time. i will take all of this negative energy and turn it into something positive. no matter how hard i have to work, no matter how much i need to learn i will do whatever it takes. i will refrain from alcohol for a very long time. i can already feel the determination flowing through my body. i will look back on this post in 10 years and think to myself “this was a truly significant day in my life”
